don't worry, it's just part of your fears.

not that it scares you in particular but the fact of holding one or touching one or even thinking about it gives you the creeps. it's pretty normal. there are a lot of things that are much creepier and weird.

I always face what I don't like. for example: I used to be disgusted by snails. but I kept on thinkinq about it, the way it looked and felt and how it lives and whatnot, at first it was incredibly creepy and gave me shivers but the more I kept thinking about it, the more I got used to the fact that it is what it is. I can't do anything to change it.

so in other words, just deal with it bro.

it can be worse

bug phobia. try holding big beetles. they're harmless. that might help. just be sure not to kill or squash them :p