Ever since i was in junior school i have been on and off with this boy in my year. When we went to high school he caused big trouble between me and my friend so i haven't spoken to him since october. Everyday i miss him and i think of him all the time. I have had many crushes but i have a feeling i actually love him. I care for him so much. A few days ago i told my friend i really still had feelings for him. The next day the same friend texted me asking if i would mind if she asked him out. I was really devastated but she is one of my best friends so i said yeah i don't mind. Oh and by the way around christmas he told me on MSN he loved me and everything but i basically told him where to stuff it. Now my friend is meeting him and she said honestly do you mind and i told her i sorta did but i didn't want to ruin her relationship. Yesterday i was talking to this boy on MSN and i asked him if when he told me he loved me if he was telling the truth and he said he was and that he still loves me. I wasn't sure whether to tell my friend or not so i asked my other friend what to do and she said it was better to tell her than let her find out by her self. So i sent her a message on FB and and she has been texting me and she said she sent me a message back on facebook but i don't seem to have one. I am dying to go back out with him.

All my other friends say she is just meeting him because she wants a boyfriend.

What do i do without hurting my friend??