Suicidal Thoughts..I dont know what to do..?
I'm feeling a bit suicidal. From newzealand, I'm 14. Probably lied in one of my questions or answers but whatever. We all do that ****. Believe it or not, I'm not an attention seeker. My dad abuses me, and I dont have a mom, wouldnt like to get into that. Ive got a boyfriend that's 16, and literally cries his heart out when I tell him about this, but neither of us knows what to do. I cut myself a couple times, and I know its pretty stupid, I regret it. But the more my dad lays a hand on me, the more depressed I go. I haven't seen my friends in about 2 months, I'm not in the mood for their "OMG! I"M SO HAPPY. HE LOVES ME! BLABLABLABLA". There's more to life that people dont get, not even me. I dont even know how to learn it cause I feel so pointless and alone at some point.. I dont know.. I guess I'm asking for advice? Or someone to talk to or something.
Answers & Comments
Hey Sweetie,
Ignore what the hearless people like Joe have to say, it is just pure ignorance. Your story reminds me so much of my teeneage years and I just wish I could reach out and give you a hug and tell you all was going to be ok. Lifes not that simple though and I really don't know how things differ to what they do where you live. I was abused by mum as a child into my early teens and haven't got a dad, I was took into foster care, where you go and live with another family for protection. But to get help you need to tell an adult you trust, this could be a teacher, school nurse etc, it sounds like you really need help and to get away from your dad before you seriously hurt yourself, by the way you write your clearly depressed and the fact you have felt suicidal is a warnig sign to me that things arn't good. Talk to your partner and work out who you can trust, and I pray to God that you get out of your abusive household and get the support you so desperatly need.
Wishing you the best of look sweetie xxx
Heyy listen you've got people that care about you.. your boy friend clearly loves you! try and talk to someone older than you and they can help you with advice and tell you what to do.. please don't do this stay strong, live life, enjoy yourself, and be happy! you're only 14! you're still so young and you have so many things to look forward to! hurting yourself will hurt people around you.. you can always talk to me if you need help! but please dont ever put thoughts like this in your head. xx
Ur ri8... Deres more to life... Nd suicide really doesnt do any good... U got more options u knw... Go to da police, whatever's happening to u is a crime... Nd if u cant do dat, den tell some grown up... U hav to tell sum1......
cutting yourself wont help , its not your fault and no need to punish yourself
you need to get away from your father , not running away but getting help from the proper people .
if you have a aunt , grandparents , trusted teacher ,,,,,,,,, go speak to them
its not your fault , the problem is not with you
get help from people who can help you