Call a help line, if you don't have access to a phone try to go to a police station and report the abuse you've been through to them, they're sure to help you out. Be brave, your life isn't worth being taken because of how your parents chose to raise you.

First you need to defend yourself just stand up even though she's your mother keep yourself safe, I know it's not the best answer but fight back my mom was abusive and would hit me and once she even broke my finger. I tried telling someone but no one believed me so one day I defended myself and blocked her hits slowly I started to even fight back eventually I beat her up so bad she had to call the cops but nothing happened because it was self defence. After I stood up she was too scared to touch me. Also It might not work because Idk how violent your mother is and if she tries to kill you( due to anger) do everything you can to get somewhere safe and go to social services, wait it out until you're 16 and apply for independent living

As for your depression it's not gonna go away overnight but if you set a goal and find a strength you can over come it eventually, I also used to be very suicidal until I killed the person I used to be and changed everything completely about me.

I had the same problem as you when I was younger. Please don't ever try to commit suicide, I tried and honestly it was the worst mistake of my life. I'm glad it didn't work.

Do you have any close relatives?? If not, you need to think of going to live in a foster family, or a group home for now.

Please listen to my advice. You deserve so much better.

Sending lots of love and praying you can become safe.

CPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! these arent parens they are monsters. a parent with no love or a peraen who say they lvo eu but doesnt act it out ... dont be fooled. if u need a bro [email protected] teachers cops and child protective services phone and online reporting. all of which will result in these ppl being made to be good or u removed from the. they do consider the delicate home balance

Report it to the police when she does it and call child protective services. If your dad has also abused you, they won't send you there.

What are you doing to piss them off so much?

Contact the police he next time it happens.

Work towards moving out ASAP. Get a job so you can make money and avoid being home until you are able to move out.

tell the police now